therapeutic violence
Just like the Aristolean view
Of tragedy impacting its audience
Violence can be cathartic- You should learn to give it
More of an open minded fair chance. View it
Not through the spectacles which
Society his forced you to wear; nor the in-vest-ment of the
Straitjacket of vengeance, which some may think look fly.
violence can be an anodyne.
Without precipitating the
ritual murder of my brain cells
Or making me regurgitate everything from within
into a waterhole.
Ancillary
to the real issue but
auxiliary to relief
like drugs or alcohol or
expensive cigarettes,
violence is always there for you- without leaving its
permanent mark.
Lights and disco and all the works
Flesh and dress - treating
The Senses.
Gave my girl a fleeting
Moment of an eye-flirt.
Nose broken, teeth chipped- smell of
Blood on my fist
Commotion. Bouncers
Acting like they know how
To deal with this
They haven’t dealt with me
The
Amoral
Manichean
candidate for infliction
There are no gray areas- I blame Adam Weisshaupt for this
Violence is what I do- take it
You can’t leave it
Felt like I
was on the hostile
ground of Laconia- a man
Looked and acted like Leonidas
But he was unequipped to deal with a minor
Situation such as this.
Let alone take the reigns of a
Militaristic
State which Hitler couldn’t dream of.
He wouldn’t dare hurt me
No
Im king-fucking–kong
Violence is always with me
I can get it with money or
with love or with
a gun.
Of tragedy impacting its audience
Violence can be cathartic- You should learn to give it
More of an open minded fair chance. View it
Not through the spectacles which
Society his forced you to wear; nor the in-vest-ment of the
Straitjacket of vengeance, which some may think look fly.
violence can be an anodyne.
Without precipitating the
ritual murder of my brain cells
Or making me regurgitate everything from within
into a waterhole.
Ancillary
to the real issue but
auxiliary to relief
like drugs or alcohol or
expensive cigarettes,
violence is always there for you- without leaving its
permanent mark.
Lights and disco and all the works
Flesh and dress - treating
The Senses.
Gave my girl a fleeting
Moment of an eye-flirt.
Nose broken, teeth chipped- smell of
Blood on my fist
Commotion. Bouncers
Acting like they know how
To deal with this
They haven’t dealt with me
The
Amoral
Manichean
candidate for infliction
There are no gray areas- I blame Adam Weisshaupt for this
Violence is what I do- take it
You can’t leave it
Felt like I
was on the hostile
ground of Laconia- a man
Looked and acted like Leonidas
But he was unequipped to deal with a minor
Situation such as this.
Let alone take the reigns of a
Militaristic
State which Hitler couldn’t dream of.
He wouldn’t dare hurt me
No
Im king-fucking–kong
Violence is always with me
I can get it with money or
with love or with
a gun.
7 Comments:
ur flooble hates me la damn. anw.. a proclivity and need for violence and ciggies and the high life sounds rather masochistic to me. but then again tt's u. i'm beginning to understand why you'd think i'd be damn fed up with ur behavior if i were in london now. i so agree hah!
tts y i tink im far more intolerant of u now.honestly.lyk if u were upset over sth minor, lyk e bankers not tokin 2 u tt nite, i prob cldnt give a shit.its diff la.ud c far more mature n down 2 earth guyz here, juz as i c girls hu re less demandin n hv more 2 offer.hence we wld treat each otha more shit.
just lyk id tell u, if dis comment upsets u, i wldnt care.its an honest observation, a normative one 4 u n one which ive experienced. so ya.
i shall work on e poem on e wkend i reckon =)
so what u should be saying is, environments and pple shape your views and your actions. ur over there u dun give a shit, u WERE over here, and u DID give a shit. so what does tt signify. i dunno i dun really see ur point. and i'm in no mood to argue so nuff said, i'm off to bed
thats exactly wad im saying. and thats a fact. theres nothing to argue about. its simply an observation. ive realised that ive bent over backwards 2 accommodate u, and uve placed childish demands on me. you try to go 4 one of those social events with law firms here la. ure lucky if someone talks to you, no one has to. and its quite another thing to take that out on your friend. thats just one example.
i aint prepared to do that anymore.thats all. thats not 2 say i dont love u or anything, i just think we (both of us) have 2 be more matured.
having said that, if ure prepared 2 try 2 prove a point (which i dont know what it is) ill be prepared to debate it out with u so long as there is an actual arbitrator. u have no case, and id like to see how ud try to make one. i am not obliged to phrase everything i wanna tell u in a tactful or concise manner, i perhaps did it a tad harshly.
and i aint gonna apologise for that.
no1. i don't really think my maturity, or urs for that matter is for u and me to talk abt in full public view. but nvm, thanks a hell lot.
no2. we've always been divergent in our views on what is mature and what is not. for example u think pple+violence=maturity becos they've seen alot yada yada yada. that's not to say i am, becos i nvr did say i was in the first place. but tt's nt to say all ur views are wrong too.
no3. my point in tt last comment.. imagine if i were e one saying tt instead of you. i'd imagine you countering me with a "i'm not seh enough to accept u for who u are", or a "so you've seen other pple with more to offer, who are more matured. so what? does that change ur actions or attitude towards me?" i don't know abt u but i feel like i have to keep in line with the "yan" yellow marker. last time it was, i must be seh enough to hold hands or hug u in private AND in public. i must be the same in both circumstances or it'll seem like i'm scared of pple talking, or i'm double-minded. now it's, i have to be more mature becos you've seen other pple with more to offer and ur nt going to treat me with the same attitude as before. so i'm wondering now, which one of ur ethos stand firmer than the other?
no4. and this is superfluous. dear yan, u talk abt bending over backwards becos of my childish demands but i really think my demands pale in comparison to urs of me.
and i shall end here and i'm wishing you'll do the same
ok. we shall end it here, save 2 last things i wanna say. and e fakt tt i dun deign 2 contend wit yo otha points doesnt mean i accept em. just tt its undesirable 2 wash dirty linen in public, as uve said
1.yo argument differs from wadya started with.its starkingly obvious.i shall not go in2 detail.
2.and more importantly, i never said i wld treat u different.i love u juz as much.ma gf noes that, everyone hu noes that i noe this girl called joyce knows that. i think we'd agree that in general, we treat each otha well. hell we wouldnt be so important 2 each other otherwise! so please dont think id treat u less well, unless of course, u decide to do that to me first.
wa bueh tahan all yo assertions are so damn flawed i feel lyk arguing against every single one of em. but i shall resist, hard as it is
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